What I speak, what I think, what I say, what I feel — all separated. Sometimes. My old bad habits, like games or watching porn, are among the few moments where all focus comes together. But there is one thing that is never together: intention, consciousness, a unified mind. Can I always feel this? How do I always stay in a state of unity? How do I simply be? Can I cut all the chains of my unsynchronicity and become one? And is it even meaningful? What is the wall I am standing in front of?