A very brief moment — a thought surfaced, then my phone vibrated. I looked, and it was gone. It was only 30 seconds ago, so recalling it now, it comes back.

Words. Some words.

Nothing to do for feeling something. It is just the way it is. All things keep changing, permanently — but that is simply how it is. That is the way of life. Nothing to attach to. But maybe — maybe — this feeling (I say maybe because, if measured, it exists only for the briefest instant, in the slightest degree) — enjoying the moment…?

Can I control this feeling? If I want to stay in this state, can I? I need to try.

Is this the middle way…? Right now, what it’s called doesn’t matter. What matters more is …………….. no. Nothing. Shhhh…..