where am i? “H”
what does “H” mean?
“H” is the letter written at the center of my laptop keyboard — the one I’m looking down at.

What I focus on is the only thing that exists — for me.
But does reality exist even without my attention?
Yes.
But only what I perceive exists in my world. And isn’t my world made entirely of my perception?
Yes.
Then can I ever know a world outside my perception?
No.
Then my premise holds.

In my world — only what I perceive exists. Outside my world — I cannot know. The question “does everything exist?” cannot be answered by me. I only know what I focus on. The rest is beyond my reach.

So — where am i? Here. At “H.” This key. This moment. This is my world. Nothing else exists right now. Only this.

What is I. It is ego. The subject of perception. But who perceives the ego? Another I? Then who perceives that I?

There is no end.

Or —

There is no I at all. Only perception, perceiving itself.

Perception perceiving perception.

No perceiver. No perceived. Only perceiving.


Conclusion:

Where my attention, intention, and focus meet — that is where I am.

And without them —
I disappear too.

If I disappear —
what remains?

Nothing of me.
Everything else.