From 8am to 4pm — condition is good. From 4pm through the night — it drops. This cyclic shift in mood, thought, control, cognition. Two choices: adapt to it wisely, or break it. One must be chosen.

Another thing — when I direct all perception and sensation toward the inner center point, sometimes a color appears. Deep purple. And a blue like the deep nebula of the universe — a star cloud, vast and dark. Only recently, so there are no other examples yet.

That point.
Is it a point. Or is it not.