The biological and vital manifestation arising from the patterning of purposeless life driven by immediate gratification — and the adaptation, resistance, and application to an environment one simply drifts through without intention.

This is being expressed perfectly. There is nothing wrong with it.

But when all of this stops — when it is set down — what will fill the vast empty space that remains? The creative will and effort to answer that question requires focus, deep focus, simultaneity, and the capacity to dwell there long — an effort that is unnecessary and yet necessary at the same time.

And so — the only thing to do today is this: endure and focus. Until it is expressed. Stay there. Remain.

And at the same time — record it. How long can you remain there. That is the first thing.