Category: Raw brain

Two desires. The first is rest. But rest — as I have known it — means moving without intention. Reaching for the phone. Morning scrolling through SNS. Porn. Some days, masturbation. Evening gaming. Doing what has always been done. All of it connected. All of it rooted in the same place — a mental and… — read more

All things disappear. All things move. All things become nothing. My consciousness grows still. And at the same time — all things become dynamism. Within infinity, infinite constraint and infinite freedom coexist. Performing the courage to receive this entire flow as it is — I command the alignment of consciousness and intention, focus and deep… — read more

Wherever you are. Whatever you are. Whatever state you are in. Whatever you are doing. Whatever you are sensing.The monitor must not turn off. The monitor that observes the self. That alone — must not go dark until the moment this life ends.Not knowing where the monitor is, not seeing it — that is acceptable.… — read more

The past disappears. The future disappears. My habits disappear. My identity disappears. My self disappears. Yet not a stillness that has stopped — but an infinite factory in motion. No stillness. The disappearance of everything. No reward for it. An infinitely turning dynamic industrial machine that exists alongside the dissolution of all things. A primordial… — read more

First. No unintended thought arises.Second. The heartbeat is felt — yet it simply beats.Third. Breath occurs — yet it simply occurs.Fourth. No awareness of the environment — yet everything is connected.Fifth. No stopping. None at all. Sixth. It is none of the five above — and the moment something unintended arises, it is noticed immediately,… — read more

The biological and vital manifestation arising from the patterning of purposeless life driven by immediate gratification — and the adaptation, resistance, and application to an environment one simply drifts through without intention. This is being expressed perfectly. There is nothing wrong with it. But when all of this stops — when it is set down… — read more

One word that approaches the customer. One word that forms a relationship with the customer. One direction that moves forward together with the customer. One word that approaches the employee. One word that forms a relationship with the employee. One direction that moves forward together with the employee. The identity that serves all of this.… — read more

Today. One thing. First — exist as a state. A state in which nothing is yet decided. Quiet and dynamic at once. Like a paper boat floating on the open sea — just stay afloat. Not knowing where it will go. But floating. Second — look at the women’s books from that same floating place.… — read more

Conviction — an unshakeable inner certainty that needs no proof and no approval from others. Not belief. Not hope. Knowing. Craving (Tanha) — the unquenchable pull of the unfulfilled inner self toward the outside. The longing for connection, dopamine, habit, the urge to keep doing what has always been done. All of it — craving. — read more

There is a space within me — the space I always return to, infinitely. That space is my identity. That space becomes my life. From that space, everything emerges.The environment I am in now.The place I am now.The thoughts I am thinking now.The actions I am taking now.There is a place that governs all of… — read more