Category: Raw brain

6:17 pm. My eyes became eyes of anger. Eyes of separation. My ears became ears of anger — seeds of rage. All of these senses bloomed from within me. Nothing outside. Nothing outside. No external thing, no external force holds the reason. Every seed of fire, every ash — it is mine. Built by me.… — read more

Regardless of circumstance — everything about a person is determined by the intention and ability to focus and flow. When the environment is full of forces that scatter the mind, know that the only power to decide is within. Burn it. Let it fly. Let it fuel the inner flame — brighter, larger, wider. Under… — read more

One thing. Do only one thing — the most important one. Focus on only one thing. For work — big choice, big bias. For life — little balance, little bias. Intention and passion are cyclic. Cyclic energy. Be careful of passion and the cycle. What you eat deeply affects the cycle — passion and intention.… — read more

Focus and flow. How can we reach the flow state? How can I reach it. Without purpose. Could I? Continuously — without purpose. In a belief, we notice — in our mind. Something drives within us, regardless — the whole world, in this world. Highly focused. In flow. Within greatness. Moving by conviction — not… — read more

Tremendous greatness. Greatness. Greatness. Tiny greatness. A great movement. A great feeling. Great. Living this lifetime as greatness, greatly, within greatness, continuing through greatness. A greatness that serves as a bridge. Greatness. It can shake. It can turn back. It can be restored. Nothing may go as I think. It can reach zero. It can… — read more

8:45 pm. There is a deeply rooted standard of how people should be — and this is the cause of my deep, unconscious anger. I must deal with this. I must…. Just — people are different. And they can live any type of life they want. Conscious or unconscious. In this lifetime. Whoever is born… — read more

where am i? “H” what does “H” mean? “H” is the letter written at the center of my laptop keyboard — the one I’m looking down at. What I focus on is the only thing that exists — for me. But does reality exist even without my attention? Yes. But only what I perceive exists… — read more

2:38 pm. The office air is cold. I’m wearing a short-sleeved work shirt. No particular goal, no particular thought — just sitting. Just sitting. Eyes closed, I hear the white noise of the city outside. Inhale — and before I even notice, exhale. No sense of obligation. No particular relationship. Just sitting. Just. In this… — read more

1:06 pm. Ate lunch. Some rice. Pickled radish. Duck meat. A $6 lunch box from a catering company. After eating — full. My stomach round and tight, swollen. Full. Something I’ve noticed quietly: eating processed food brings an aftereffect. Feels like it lasts 24 hours. The opposite is also true — green vegetables, seasoned greens… — read more

All wrong questions. What is the truth? What do I want? Who am I? Who are you? Wrong. Why was I born? Why am I here? Where am I? What went wrong? What should I do? What is real? Wrong. All of it. Wrong questions. What is the right question? There is no right question…… — read more